1 universe, 9 planets, 204 countries, 809 islands, 7 seas and you stumbled upon this field…
[Terry: OK this is clearly universal synchronicity or the NSA surveillance computers are leaking… I JUST WATCHED “HEATHERS” LAST NIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME. And today, I find this in my email box. Coincidence? I don’t think so.]
OK, so I decided I wanted to start a blog for no apparent reason except that I like to jot down my thoughts, ideas, random blurbs and et cetera et cetera. You get the picture that I basically have no idea what I’m doing or where I’m going with this thing just yet. However with a little dabbling and inspiration, I think I just might find my niche in due time. My struggle was coming up with a somewhat cool or catchy title/name of the blog.(think of the dark comedy movie, “Heathers”)
Labor day is right around the corner and this means September is rolling in! September to me reflects on my wedding anniversary of 9/23/2011 and when I married this really quirky, kind and unconventional kind of guy who has constantly pushed me (notice I use “push” instead of “encourage”) to find something I love to do since he has known what he’s loved since he was 16 whereas I on the other hand at age 34, am still searching.This blog is a representation of that big “push” into what I hope becomes a positive direction!Photo above is the night that Mr. Pusher a.k.a. Ben proposed to me at a Jack Johnson concert and we were lucky enough some sweet stranger got a shot from behind.Everyday I count my lucky stars that I said “what? oh…..well of course” that night!Poor guy was hoping for a simple YES but when your’re in a field of Heather’s, thats not what you get. You get a complicated version of whatever youre expecting. No less.on that note, welcome to my field and hope you enjoy your visit(s).
what do you do when all you’ve given is still not enough?
What do you do when you come to find your sacrifices were made in stride?
what do you do when you feel like you’re fighting a losing battle?
what do you do to keep your spirit from dying inside?