My name is Eva. I live in New Jersey, USA. I have 3 kids. I have a dog, he is a Jack Russell Terrier. I am lonely. I ache. I cry. I think too much. I should just do. I love Sylvia Plath and Emily Dickinson and John Donne and my two fave books are The Awakening by Kate Chopin and The House of the 7 Gables by Nathaniel Hawthorn…anything by Hawthorn is cool!
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Marshmallow blanket renderedTenacity about my feetAs what dreams surrenderedBefore we gray daylight meetLet me wake from this dreamAnd stare you down for truthYou are not as you seemGin and tonic’s icy couthThat which did attractWill wax and waneI can’t add then subtractMy feelings to sustainThe green of the treesNature’s bounty, summer’s dayFades into a fawny breezeStill, I’ll kick the blanket away
I have reached the darkest of my days. I lack hope that light will reach me again. I will no longer fake my way through It. I am sorry, but my sorrow runs deep. I don’t know why it is always me feeling this way. I abhor this life of constant heartache, filled with too many tears.
This was written for the one who blacked out the hope. Turn the other cheek, and I do, even in despair…
Flak JacketIf you’re ever overcomeBy the rustling of the leavesListen with your heartAs history tells of ancient beliefsThe souls of the deadRemained with essential gearSo when I pass awayI’ll stay very nearYou’ll always have meNo matter whenIf the trees are barrenThey’ll be green soon againNever feel aloneForgotten or sadI’ll live foreverIn the love that we had